My relm of meness

So ive come to the conclusion that clothes were just not made to fit me. REI even the extra small was to big. The childrens fleces though short in the arm were grossly wide in the waist. After my disasteriously annoying experience at REI i decided i was gonna give up for the day and just go get new jeans from Old Navy. Well good thing i went now cause they are clearancing all the pants, meaning sale!! But that also ment no organization but finally i found the style and size i wanted. Well a couple sizes, if we all remember in august went i stoped eatting wheat and dariy i went from size 6 to 4 to 2 and now ive ended up at *ashamed look* 0 but OMG fitting pants feel so nice no more extra material everywhere and a looose waist. I thought, and hoped i was just gonna be a 1 but even that was to big. So today i think i finally realized how small i have gotten. I was standing in the old navy dressing room and i was looking at my self and was kinda woh is that really how small ive become. And to everyone whos been getting on me about getting so small well shush you! I am heathly and I do eat, ive started eatting wheat and dairy and have noticed that i dont feel as good as before but continue eatting it for my summer trip. I do eat, i am healthy, i am trying to gain weight but its HARD! Yeah i mean where i am at is a big difference where i am now from where i use to be..not saying i just to be big but just plesently plump and now i am pleasntly little...im just a naturally teeny person have you seen the size of my hands and toes!! bleh eather way i wish i could find clothes that fit better and i wish people who stop pestering me for being thin. there are alot of people out there who are thin, you just dont get on them because they were also thin i just went from slighlty chunky to thin. So kids Play nice!! BLERAAGHGEDUHEaIFDH

ahhhhherg grrrrrrrrrr erg ahhhhhhhhhhh

wooohoo i can vote now

For the winter holiday i want a hug from everyone who reads this...and trust me i will know if you read this and i dont get a hug. and then you will suffer the consiquences

The schools would fail through their silence, the Church through its forgiveness, and the home through the denial and silence of the parents. The new generation has to hear what the older generation refuses to tell it.
- Simon Wiesenthal

It was increadible. It was surreal, it was mind blowing. IT was a bit sad at once part. I am very glad i got to see it.

It seem i was the only one up at two and the only one awake at 8...now thats just madness.

well its now been one week sense ive consumed any wheat, dairy, artificial colouring, flavoring, an sweetening. i must say im missing them oh so very much. So So very much.

The damn health improvements better be worth it.

So maddox came to the tacoma. John, Darby and Me went to see him. borders(www.thebestpageintheuniverse.com)
HE wrote a book



HE came
HE spoke



HE sign me book (and darbys book and john food handlers card)



We took pictures







Fin

soo i was sitting here and decided i wanted some gum but after chewing it for a minute or so i started coughing alot...shortly realized that my throat had partically closed up. Like its happened before when id eat certin amounts of Mint gum but this is was worse and scary but my breathing is pretty much normal again.
i might wanna get that checked out and the fact ive been having hot flashes for a few months.


ps. mysterious skin= amazing!

So theres always that one thing u can find untill you need it then its no where to be found.

then u start to write about it and u find it right away

yay for finding my pills.

She has an amazing skill, and i have some lovelyness.

Thursday seattle!!! Goo Goo dolls and Counting Crows with alex :)

Lovely, golden-eyed Sarita thought no worse fate could befall her when she was captured by the fierce Indian warrior Fighting Wolf. She was nothing but a slave girl now, forced to do her virlie masters every bidding. But in his hot hard embrace, agony being ecstasy. Never had she imagined a mans lips could cause her much breathles excitment. Never had she guessed that the demanding lover who had stolen her frm beneath her fathers very eyes would also steal her tender heart.

Humanites essay narritive deal. Im onto my third time starting it, ive gotten into my perfection mode. Amazingly you think writing about someone how effected your life(but isnt someone you see frquentlu and stuff) would be eaiser to write about then hmm I believe in.. or Myself through the eyes of an object, but somehow its not turning out that way. third times a charm.

Happy 666!

Update: I finished!! i sorta just combined two of them into one super essay.

Then my computer died. and along with that my heart. the weekend cant come soon enough. id give anything just to wake up tomorrow and it be fixed. Or my dads stupid lap-top being all wireless internet able...or the ablity to take this computer to my room. Or just a brand spanking new computer will all my files on it.


as for me lately ive been a mixture of odd odd emotions and moods.


GRR

So from all ive read and heard

The levy passed!!!!

We getta keep sota!!

Sleep always seems so wonderful when you know you cant have it.

Food seem so important when all youve had is frozen pizza. And when you eat one more (3 pizzas ago) your going to explode.

basicly im passing my time untill my shuddle to the airport comes in like 45 minutes, then like a 2 hours wait. Then once i board that place i can sleep!!!

I worked costumes at the pantagas tonight, it was oh so fun. And i must say i saw more half dressed people, half dressed men then in like a life time.

BYE
Much love to you all my dearests.

Im haveing one of those i love me days. I love me and my crazy ways. I love me and my me ways. Love all around!





How could you not love this?!

I always forget how fun a day of friends is.

An afternoon with darby

An evening with evan and to my joyful suprise emily!! and allie! (the latter two i hadnt seen since 9th grade)

Friends, Food, plays, musicals, memorys, laughs what more does one need.